Posts Tagged ‘Deep Thoughts’

30
Jul

Random Song Haunting

   Posted by: Dawn    in Baltimore, Music, My Life, Thoughts

 

A word of advice: Don’t leave your iPod dormant for long periods of time without keeping the music current, or the contents is like to rip your heart out and show it to you, or cause unexplainable mania and laughter that no one will understand because all of those people are elsewhere now.  This song crept up on me without warning:

 

“Friend to Me”  by Garth Brooks (Sevens, 1997)

Well you and I
We’re buddies
And we’ve been since we first met
Me and you
Well we’ve sure been through
Our share of laughter and regret

Lord knows we’ve had our bad days
And more than once we’ve disagreed
But you’ve always been a friend to me

You can be so stubborn
There’s times I think you just like to fight
And I hope and pray
I live to see a day
When you say I might be right

And there’s times I’d rather kill you
Than listen to your honesty
But you’ve always been a friend to me

You’ve always been
Time and again
The one to take my hand
And show to me it’s okay to be
Just the way I am
With no apology

Oh you’ve always been
And you will ’til God knows when
Yes you’ve always been a friend to me

I wanted to put a video of him singing this here, but I can’t seem to find a good quality example.  This song mysteriously popped up between Frank Sinatra’s “One for the Road” — one of my absolute favorite songs ever– and “Hit ‘em Up” by Tupac.  Yeah, I know… you wouldn’t believe my play list if I showed it to you.  :)

On a particularly bad day I checked my answering machine to find this song, recorded in its entirety.  Its meaning has never been lost on me.

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5
May

How are YOU?

   Posted by: Dawn    in Creative, Memes, Outside the Box, Things of Interest, Writing

How are you?

 

No… really… How are you?

 

We ask these questions to each other out of rote socialization, and most times the answers go unheard.  We ask it in passing in the halls, we ask it as a place holder when there is no other way into a conversation, and we ask it to be polite.  How often does someone ask it to genuinely know? How often, when asked that question, do you feel that the person asking has already moved on to the next strand of thoughts before you’ve even opened your mouth? How often do you actually listen for an answer?

 

The problem with this query is that all too often it is mistaken for “How are things with you?”  They’re not the same at all, really.  One implies curiosity about the circumstances and events in your general life, the other, the first, is a curiosity about you the person, about how you feel and are engaging with the world.

 

To answer the question honestly requires a moment of introspection, evaluation (of both yourself and the perceived relationship between you and the questioner—do you trust them with your emotions? With the truth?), and honesty.  It requires you to lower your shields if just for a moment to let someone in to see your world, for good or for ill.

 

So this homework assignment is a question, even a Meme, if you will.  I want you to stop, take a moment and answer.  Emotions are wily things, and often the more profound they are, the more difficult it is to express them without asking someone to crawl inside your head and heart to feel it themselves.  But that’s the beauty of words.  They provide you, when strung together, with the ability to describe emotion—whether in a jumble of words together, through metaphor, through analogy, or through poetry or a story.  Even images carry great weight to convey meaning and emotion.

 

Express it however you wish, and feel free to leave it in the comments here anonymously, or to me via email.  Feel free to leave your name, but I hope that the anonymity will provide for a cushion of honesty and sincerity without the fear of scrutiny.  Here’s your chance to capture whatever emotion/s—wonderful, horrible, or middling–you’re feeling right now and express them to someone who genuinely wants to know…

 

 

How are you?

 

 

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